Tonight has turned into a “team no sleep” except, unlike before when it was just like no sleep til i got high its no even chance of sleep (unless i can catch 3 hours starting in 15 mins which i will try) but yeah, i’ve got court tomorrow to clear up my bench warrant doug says its no big deal but its still court and that still sucks. i mean im clean from dope but if they wanted to piss me they could and id be hot for benzos nd weed. i mean i can pass them off a lot better since all my priors are heroin probs„„,b uuuuuut yah. court 5 hours, and i’ll prob be there waiting mad long to see the judge, they better let me bring my coffee in i’ll fucking cry.
okay so let me just map out the next five hours and get myself on track.
4am- lay in bed try to sleep
5am- if sleeping disregard from here in
5am- IF NOT go down and make coffee and take all your stupid dishes and soak them in the sink cause that shit is gross and we are out of god dman dishes i swear i accumulate these thinsg in my room lol im more cleanly at dougs.
now here is where im lost because im hungry and i could totally go get breakfast but do i really want to is the question….
okay ive made my decision after like 50 seconds of thinking
i’ll go to the grocery store and for the same price as dunkin (which ill be getting another of before court, iced so i can chug obvs) but yeah i can get a all the things i can’t decide from lol i hope i don’t get arrested like on my way home from the grocery store, i’ll do htown giant i think its closer.
im honestly just writing this because im kille rbored and now im gonna try and lay donw and “relax” (aka tiny bit of weed, cig, done.)