ayyyy all my late night wonderful bloggers are on right now. so either we’re all late night fucking weirdos or its another timezone for them and its their “prime time” or whatever youwould have liked to call it.
did i upload the pic of me and james theother day? i wonder if i can find it. im starting to feel the xaneys i took earlier. anyway, james and i are wonderfula nd i culod not ask for more and i just love him so much.; so fucking much.
im trying to detox if anyone cares. i keep doing cotton shots tho so if i go from my first cotton (the only one that did anything) to my last cotton which did jack shit, i’ve got 7 hours til its 24 hours from then…..
so my start time on the sub could be anywhere from 11am 4/24 until basically 11pm 4/24
thats a very large time span lol.
i hit the gym today, only 15 on the eliptical and tanning, but it was good to get my body going. i had to do it xanied out of course.
im not even hungry but i guess i kinda want coffee. and res. i just want to smoke mad weed. maybe vic will come over in the morning and smoke me up.
and i want to be normal for james. i want to do right…. i can’t be with him, or anyone else if i am going to do this. james wouldn’t want to be with a hooker or a stripper. and i don’t know if he would even come to my funeral.